Numb, freezing. <br />I just want to die. <br />Trying so hard <br />to cling to something <br />I don't want. <br />Everyone outdoes me, <br />everyone is better than me. <br />It's never about me. <br />I can do no right. <br />Why not just die? <br />And... <br />I just can't seem <br />to remember why <br />I stayed alive. <br />I thought I had reasons <br />that stopped me, <br />kept me living. <br />But now, <br />nothing seems to be in the way. <br />I'm so cold, <br />shivering and shivering. <br />My mom would tell you <br />it's because I don't have a heart. <br />Please my dear, <br />just kill me. <br /> <br />Feb.-4-10<br /><br />Heart of Ice Die Die Die<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/kill-me-12/
