You’re the reason I sit here and cry <br />The reason I feel so bad <br />You make me feel like I’m meant to die <br />Like I was born to be sad <br /> <br />You make me think I’m useless, <br />You make me believe I’m mad <br />But the worst thing of all of this <br />You’re meant to be my dad <br /> <br />You’re meant to bring me up and say <br />‘You’ll achieve if you believe’ <br />But instead of that you throw me down <br />And beat me till I bleed <br /> <br />You don’t think that I have feelings? <br />You don’t care at all what I think <br />You hit me coz I am smaller than you <br />And because you’ve had a drink <br /> <br />Times like this make me want to tell mum <br />But I don’t want you to go to jail <br />Although you are a horrible man <br />I know I was brought up to fail <br /> <br />I know deep down you’re right about me <br />I am a worthless piece of crap <br />And I know deep down I deserve a hit <br />A kick, a punch, a slap <br /> <br />So thank you daddy, thanks a lot <br />I know you just mean well <br />But I’ll always remember the one thing you did <br />How you made my life living hell<br /><br />amy parker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/living-hell-7/
