Life in the past I have wasted.. <br />Thinking how much I had took it forgranted... <br /> <br />If I did what I did..what I did before.. <br />Maybe now I'm not the one... <br />Begging the clock to go back... <br />Tears that won't last... <br />How much waste I've done in the past... <br /> <br />How can I swim the water of an uncertain abyss... <br />It seems like forever to reach... <br />To work out what was messed... <br />Regret consumes me.. <br />It seems like hard steel that covers me... <br /> <br />What now? what now? <br />Can I still mend my present life... <br />It seems like its the benefit of the doubt... <br />God how much I would like to take off.. <br />This regrets I feel...for today I want no more tears <br />Just to make my life full of cheers!<br /><br />Mary Joy Lumanog<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wasted-life-3/