I can't even begin to show, <br />And never will I let you know, <br />How I really feel for you, <br />It's tearing me appart, <br />My heart's in two, <br />I really need to let you go, <br />And this pain I will never show, <br />But if you just gave me a shot, <br />Please, love me? Love me not? <br />I try to be myslef with you, <br />But it's just something I can't do, <br />I don't know how I fell this hard, <br />But I can't stop, this feeling disbarred, <br />I can never openly say, <br />How I feel for you, or in what way, <br />You really mean the world to me, <br />How stupid can I be! ? <br />I've really tried to play my part, <br />But it's all going to end with a broken heart, <br />I'd rather be ny your side, <br />Than catching teardrops, trying to hide, <br />I'm really good at not letting it show, <br />I'm not so good at letting you go, <br />I really need to get over you, <br />But my every attempt just falls through, <br />I guess, all in all, this really sucks, <br />I can't forget those sneaky looks, <br />Our eyes meet across this space, <br />Your eyes catch mine, it's like a race, <br />Sometimes you really make me believe, <br />You want to stay and never leave, <br />But in the end, I figure it's lies, <br />But I have no proof, you have no ties, <br />You think so much of yourself, <br />I think so little of my health, <br />I smoke, I drink and I get high, <br />I really should wave you goodbye, <br />I wish I could make you see, <br />If only you could see me.<br /><br />Autum Foster<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/it-s-tearing-me-appart/
