I want to find you cause you found me alone, Isolated from the world of love. Disconnected from an entire network of hope to love I long to hold love. <br />But you see I’m scared to get close to your warmth, so bear with my faults as I crawl to near your soul, cry showers of pain as I regret the choice that will unfold when I finally lose hope. <br />I carry on but can’t cope I sit around and mope thinking of experimenting with coke- blaze dope to cope, get crazy as I continue to lose hope… Damn I lost hope. Stashed her in a place of lost control I can’t onthou… <br />Still slowly in the mist of my silent sleep, almost like I was mocking death as I peacefully rest with no stress, you resurfaced, identity changed, a love I can finally embrace a love I can’t escape… <br />Was hope all along within my soul? Did I not hear the truth you spoke? Was I so blind as to not realize, you by my side? <br />But ever blessed… There are no more dreams of coke just dreams of hope, I can cope. <br />Cause’ finally after a lifetime of pain, I take no more strain, my sins have been washed away by the rain, I take no more strain, I’m no longer in pain, I can love again. <br />You showed me the way, I’m here to stay. I’ll be free flowing in this freeway of minimal pain, watching dark clouds gather peaceful rain, as I inhale hope from deep within the roots of the AFRICAN SOIL; I will no longer boil from hatred, as I will be a man of patience… <br />By: thato Maluleka<br /><br />Thato Maluleka<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dreams-of-being-with-or-without-you/
