While some girls are daydreaming <br />of there amazing futures <br />and their dream boys, <br />I am daydreaming of my heart <br />being ripped to shreads. <br /> <br />I love him but why am I always getting hurt? <br />He swears I have <br />nothing <br />to worry about. <br />I guess the saying, <br />'love stinks' <br />is right on the money. <br /> <br />Each word that comes out of his mouth, <br />is taken in another way by me. <br />I hurt so bad. <br />Why do I put myself thought it? <br /> <br />At the moment he is with her. <br />All I can think about is <br />the chance he is telling her <br />everything I text, <br />and they are <br />laughing. <br /> <br />His hand is now clutching my heart. <br /> <br />That after the movie, <br />they decide to hang out some more. <br />alone. <br />So they make their ways <br />to the car <br />and speed away. <br /> <br />His hand is putting tons of pressure on my heart. <br /> <br />The rest stays in my mind, <br />locked away forever. <br />Where all of my secret thoughts are hidden. <br /> <br />While i'm deep into thought he takes my heart and rips it out. <br /> <br />it's gone. <br /> <br />forever. <br /> <br />He takes it along as <br />he and she leave for good. <br />To spend a happy life <br />together. <br />While i'm left heartless. <br /> -moti 8-16-09<br /><br />Marissa Hollis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heartless-23/
