Looking at myself in the mirror <br />tear stained face <br />tears still flowing <br />I can't stop <br />My heart and head are screaming <br />but I sit in silence <br />I'm still running from the pain and hurt <br />Pretending everythings alright to all who'll <br />listen <br />Prtending to myself <br />But its all caught up with me now <br />the darkness is descending I can't find my <br />way.. <br />I've left it too late and I have nothing more <br />to say <br />Sitting boxes half packed to run once more <br />I have no where left to go <br />The more I want to start again the darkness <br />stops my flow <br />The light is fading and I'm all alone <br />my memories good and bad half packed in <br />obscure boxes <br />Is that my life... <br />They ground me down and now I can't get up <br />drowning in my tears <br />I can't get through it this time <br />I can't fight anymore.. <br />my head and heart are broken <br />I can't stop the tears now <br />I'll stop runninng <br />I can't carry on I dont know how<br /><br />Allie Lusha<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/scared-59/
