I am the truth made up of lies, I am a smile filled with tears, <br />I am the pain borne in peace, <br />I am the woman in love, who never lived. <br /> <br />I keep walking but my feet never move, <br />I am alive but my heart never beats, <br />I want you but I don't need you, <br />I love you but I cannot love you. <br /> <br />I speak all the time but my lips don't part, <br />I keep watching you but my eyes cannot see, <br />I touch but I am so numb, I do not feel, <br />I am the woman in love, who never lived <br /> <br />I bring storms followed by peace, <br />I am the rain that breaks the thunder, <br />I am the moon but I don't shine, <br />I bring harmony but I break the sequence. <br /> <br />I am the undesireable who is so desireable, <br />I am a dream that is so real, <br />I am a friend but I am the enemy, <br />I am the Goddess who is the devil, <br />I am the woman in love, who never lived. <br /> <br />I wanted to the help, but I am the sufferer, <br />I hold you but I will never have you, <br />I am the beauty which is so ugly, <br />I am the woman... <br />Who loves you but cannot love you <br />I am the woman.... <br />In love, I never lived.<br /><br />Pradeeta Mishra<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-woman-who-never-loved/
