Lying here, hour after hour, urging for the suffering to make its absence <br />Thoughts and visions plague my mind until it’s unbearable <br />Hoping, pleading that it will somehow go away or I will forget <br />But how can you run from what’s in mind? What’s in your soul? <br />A guess the answer is you can’t! <br /> <br />How can you be cured when the pain’s cause is your cure? <br />The only other option is time, time that I do not have <br />Time that will be spent wallowing in the past <br />How so much I would love to hate the cause of the pain <br />When I am in pain because I love it so <br /> <br />Although my selfish needs want the pain to stop <br />Would I really want that at the expense of others happiness? <br />Maybe one day I will be able to be happy <br />But until that moment arrives and is welcomed by my heart <br />I shall count every day, every minute, every second a blessing <br />And be thankful for the things that conspired <br /> <br />For as long as my heart beats until the end off my days <br />I will always <br />ALWAYS <br />LOVE YOU<br /><br />Felix Walne<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-broken-heart-38/
