Used… <br />Heartbroken… <br />Mistreated… <br /> <br />I thought you liked me <br />Loved me… <br />All but proved wrong in the end. <br /> <br />Just a porcelain doll. <br />Made just for fun, <br />Easy to break, <br />No feelings, <br />Passed around, <br />Just another toy. <br /> <br />It’s all finally taking its toll on me. <br />Absurd thoughts passing over your eyes, <br />Making me cower in a dark corner. <br />Not wanting to come out and play. <br />Too frightened to move. <br /> <br />When will it end? <br />When will be the day I stand up? <br />Stand with shoulders set. <br />Fight with all I’ve got, <br />With no fear in my eyes <br />And staring death in its face. <br />Battling an endless fight. <br />Push till everything falls off the cliff <br />Into my endless abyss of lifelong pain. <br /> <br />Realizing… <br />Wondering… <br />If it ever could have been? <br />If things would have changed, <br />And would all be alright. <br />Like nothing ever happened. <br />Would you be able to fix me? <br />Or would I be different? <br /> <br />Disfigured features… <br />Altered personality… <br />A different person all together… <br />Will I ever be good enough?<br /><br />Nicole Gehrman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/misused/
