smiling confuses people they think im happy <br />im not <br />laughing confuses people they think their funny <br />your not <br />haunted by the absence of the one i love <br />losing the friends i hold dear <br />overprotectrive of the few i have left <br />time for me is now limited <br />people ask me the same old questions <br />but dont take the time to listen <br />im a tortured soul and so <br />i dont believe in a god <br />i refuse him<br /><br />chris ryder<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fleeting-thoughts-of-a-man-alone/
