It's almost like I can't stop, <br />I feel like it's all I do. <br />Whenever I sit to think, <br />In my mind comes you. <br /> <br />I wish it wasn't like this, <br />We caused each other tons of pain. <br />But when we are talking, <br />It's the only time I feel wholly sane. <br /> <br />I want to forget you, <br />And go on with my life. <br />But that seems almost impossible, <br />Because without you, through my heart plunges a knife. <br /> <br />I know you shouldn't even be in my thoughts, <br />But when I look in your eyes, <br />I see that we are both hurt. <br />I see that they hold no more lies.<br /><br />Leila Mass<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-contradicting-love/
