My giggly personality <br />Is quickly fading away <br />No matter what someone does <br />It just simply won't stay <br />My confidence in everything <br />Is dwindling fast <br />For some strange reason <br />I can't keep up this task <br />My bottled in emotions <br />There were once at a steady base <br />Are now high and low <br />And scattered all over the place <br />The change in my attitude <br />That no one seems to see <br />Is having me frustrated <br />And i'm not acting like the real me <br />For some strange reason <br />I don't know what this exactly is <br />And others just don't pick up <br />But I'm really starting to change <br />Like the beginning of every season <br />Deep inside myself, ther's something that I know <br />Even though the others might be <br />Blind, crazy, and deaf <br />But everything seems to add up to me <br />That I'm losing myself! ! !<br /><br />Sunsha Wilson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/losing-myself-5/