do you cry inside when i smile? , <br />does your heart try to hide? , <br />or subside, <br />feelings of jealousy and hatred overrides, <br />when you know i am happy, <br />and your rules i don't abide, <br />you see i have earned this smile, <br />you know i am gloomy and i cry, <br />you see i have earned this life, <br />you know i was once denied, <br />you see i have earned this language, <br />you see my inability to write, <br />i see you made fun, <br />i know my faults you highlight, <br />i see you would shun, <br />i know you know i am right, <br />i see you call me different, <br />i know your faces and eyes, <br />i hear you shout i pay rent, <br />i know my mind traces and defies, <br />the sorrow your heart finds, <br />to be kicked in those minds. <br />Thought i you a friend, <br />bought i your trends, <br />sought i this ends, <br />ought you to pretend, <br />caught you denying your errands, <br />thought i this road bends. <br />Can't nobody smile, or display there joy outside, <br />Can't nobody hide, you blow your trumpet and confide, <br />can't nobody buy, you broke and broken with venom inside, <br />can't nobody reveal, you conceal and seal and wear disguise, <br />can't nobody be negative, your positive mind cries, <br />can't nobody question, your mouth verifies, <br />don't you know a solution? , before the poison destroys, <br />your agonies finish you while you are alive. <br /> <br /> <br />Note: it's about human beings in general deriving happiness from other's sorrow, lack or inability and the never ending cycle of experiencing jealousy to have a 'different' person around.<br /><br />rinki nandy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/while-you-are-alive/
