I want to be normal <br />I wake up in the morning <br />With a dry taste of shame and self-loathing <br />While you wake up <br />To the sound of birds chirping happily <br />At night I sit alone in the dark <br />And contemplate contemplating suicide <br />While you curl up in your bed <br />With a good book to read and hope in your heart <br />You laugh at the simplicity <br />Behind teenage lust and unjust anxiety <br />While to me it looks like the eyes of fear <br />And slow pulsating death to my insides <br />Your favorite color is red <br />Because it reminds you of love and the sunset <br />While my favorite color is red <br />Because it is the color of blood <br />When you say goodbye <br />You really mean to say see you later <br />While when I say goodbye <br />I really mean goodbye forever <br />I want to be normal<br /><br />Christopher's Dead<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-want-to-be-normal/
