i dont know how to do this... <br />i tried to forget you i really really did, <br />but when i think of you, i loose my train of thought, <br />when i close my eyes i can see us kiss, <br />what i wouldnt give to have you in my arms again, <br />i would die a thousand deaths iif it brought you back to me <br />(i know it wouldnt matter cause id be dead) . <br />but if i did that i feel like you wouldnt even care. <br />all youve ever done is lie to me, <br />you said you loved me, now you take it back, <br />you say you still want me, then you say stay away, <br />you said you would never leave me, and now youre gone. <br />what did i do to turn you away? <br />you can say that youll be there for me, but when the time comes, you wont be seen. <br />i wish you would make up your mind, <br />take me or leave me alone, <br />be in my arms, or get out of my head. <br />i wish i could be strong and lock my memories away, <br />but every time i hear your name, or i see your face, <br />those memories come to life and i cant do anything but suffer. <br />i wish i could take this fake smile i have plastered on my face off, <br />but if i do, everyone will se the pain that ive hidden so well, <br />theyll see that i have tried, <br />theyll see that i have failed<br /><br />Kira Williams<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/failed-3/
