My past is so crazy. <br />I been a coil for the longst <br />Trusting no one. <br />I abused my gifted. <br />played with girls heart <br />I should be alived i sin so much. <br />Cry so many tears for the fallen. <br />My grandma <br />My cousin <br />my family <br />God give me one more cjhance <br />I lost and forgotten who i am <br />Lost in all this fame <br />I am a young man <br />Not a man hoe <br />SO leave me <br />I am not messing up <br />I am doing me <br />Please forgive me for hurting u. <br />Stop praising me <br />i am so sad here <br />Without my family by me <br />I wish i wasnt so dumb and hard headed <br />But at times i dont even listen to my mom: ( <br />I am not all this fame <br />I am me<br /><br />Grayson Givens<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-past-12/