I sit and stare with eyes wide <br />Then go lifeless as i suddenly realize that everyone lied <br />Im waiting and wondering how life could be so hard <br />They left me crying and bleeding on the front yard <br /> <br />I stare at my mangled reflection <br />Wondering if anybody could love this imperfection <br />then i go cold as i contemplate the end <br />How do i live without a heart to mend <br /> <br />You lent me your heart but it cast me unworthy <br />for this is me criss the ghost im unearthly <br />Now i cry as blood runs black <br />For i now know what it is i lack <br /> I lack SALVATION<br /><br />chris urbaez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/salvation-73/