I didnt mean what I said <br /> I was always so afraid..... <br /> When I see the wind blowing <br /> I am scared to discover its fury <br /> My life is so cursed, I never hoped <br /> Anything good.... I have lost faith in life <br /> In Goodness and in the everlasting 'ya'..... <br /> Last night what I said I didnt mean to say it <br /> When I talked to you, I talk to myself <br /> I never mince my words....I felt as if <br /> I were talking to my other self... <br /> A daughter or a son is the better self of a parent <br /> I find myself in you..... <br /> Dear mine for ever, dont get hurt by my words, <br /> This night is my night for weeping.... <br /> My dear one got hurt, yes, she bleeds inside <br /> How can I curse myself? Cut my tongue? <br /> Or lay sleepless all the night? <br /> <br /> O God, I am so garullous, <br /> Why I talked so much nonsense <br /> One reason is I cant hide my fears <br /> Which eat into my heart <br /> I bled and I wanted to show my bleeding <br /> And my words hurt you so much dear mine <br /> Forgive me if you can, Forgive me soon <br /> <br /> None can wish more that you smile <br /> Than I crave for it all my life <br /> Your smile, and your smile it is all the time <br /> I want .... But each time I made you weep <br /> My plans, my words, and my rudeness.... <br /> Sorry my dear, sorry dear, <br /> I wanted to share so much things to share.... <br /> I am sorry I could not.... <br /> My words, my poisonous words, yes last night <br /> Did all the wounds, Your inside so cracked <br /> I knew how sad you felt, I felt the same pain <br /> I am so cursed to tell you my fears <br /> I am so cursed, my dear <br /> <br /> Forgive me if you can, forgive me <br /> I am so sorry, you see.....<br /><br />Ratan Bhattacharjee<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-bled-you-bled/
