Once again the call begins <br />Begging me back to the blade <br />Drags me down in the deep blue waves <br />As I feel reality fade <br /> <br />I'm drowning in the deep deep blue <br />An ocean of sadness and pain <br />I feel the need to draw my blood <br />So the razor calls my name <br /> <br />I cry out in the silence <br />A scream of hurt and shame <br />No matter how I start this thing <br />The outcomes always the same <br /> <br />Its the repeating cycle <br />A lunatics game <br />The life in me used to be a roaring fire <br />Now its nearly a flame <br /> <br />So I go through my days <br />With my head held low <br />Hiding the emotions <br />That I'll never show <br /> <br />And cover up my face <br />With a mask that lies <br />And speak words <br />With a truth that defies <br /> <br />I struggle through <br />theses long, long days <br />Hopelessly lost <br />In a never ending maze <br /> <br />Smiling through <br />The painful tears <br />Holding back <br />My irrational fears <br /> <br />So tell me <br />Why do you think this is a lie? <br />When I've done nothing <br />But tell the truth the whole time<br /><br />charlotte marie peachey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-deep-deep-blue/
