Here I am with my pen and paper <br />Trying to figure you out as if you're some kind of cypher <br />Unresponsive messages, ignored and unanswered phone calls (lost track of how many) <br />When you did, you gave me a silent answer <br />Yet you say I'm the only one that matter <br />Yeah you're right I'm only matter just there occupying space <br />'Picture of me and you what it was, what it is' <br />I am faded image that seems so out of place. <br />Unanswered phone calls ignored messages... <br />'What is this? ' Love? Or revenge? or punishment? <br />You treat as if I'm a child… <br />And I just want to nurture you as if you were mine <br />I don't want to play a love game, play a love game <br />Do you want love or I should I accept that feelings between us aren't the same? <br />You are my bed of roses <br />Heaven only knows…this <br />All that you are isn't mere <br />And don't think for a second my feelings for you are insincere <br />I tried to be your Superhero but you were my 'Kryptonite'. <br />I still believe that you are my dark knight <br />Love makes my chest hurts I think I'm going to be sick <br />Give me your heart because yours will always be a perfect fit <br />I should be mad at what you've put me through <br />But how can I when I wasn't given the opportunity to.<br /><br />Anita Khelawan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-should-be-mad/
