..and i try so hard to just let go but then i see your face and im out of control. i hate this feeling, its not sheilding. and then you send me mixed signals like a stop light blinking red. i dont know what to think. how to act. my heart is packed. i think its starting to crack. but then i see you smile. and i start to cry 'cause i hate feeling like this inside. <br /> <br />(9/30/07)<br /><br />Mariah Smith<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/square-one-4/
