torn, shredded and split assunder <br />my heart and soul in the dark blunder <br />wishing only happiness for both <br />i know i could wash clean some of your hurts <br />and heal those holes that darken your thoughts <br />yet i cannot <br />not given the chance <br />not given the choice <br />i seek my leave <br />i don't even know how <br />i'll find a way <br />to stop thinking of you at night <br />at least, if not in the day <br /> <br />i love you for all you are <br />and have been <br />and could be <br />you are beautiful in your whole to me <br />everything <br />even those things i've seen that are not so pretty <br />and those that you hide inside <br />i would that you show me <br />i could love no less <br />but only more... <br /> <br />i don't know how to hide my pain <br />so i act indifferently <br />as if your importance is miniscule <br />when quite the opposite is true. <br /> <br />but this i guess is after all not meant to be <br />strange...i really thought it was <br />but ends this play..to no applause.<br /><br />C.S. Keskuela<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/idk-goodbye/