What am I supposed to do <br />now that all the best parts of me <br />are gone? <br />I'm nothing, <br />like a grape <br />left out too long. <br />Soggy and sour. <br />Allowing my anger to slip up <br />and now it feels like <br />no one wants me <br />And it's the truth. <br />All the people who used to care <br />found someone else <br />or don't want me around anymore. <br />The curses they threw <br />still sting. <br />Yet, <br />they didn't say anything to me. <br />Maybe that's why <br />it hurt so bad. <br />Because they just really don't care. <br />So much hurt <br />caused by so little. <br />Why does he insist <br />on ridiculing <br />and abusing me to tears? <br />I've done nothing <br />NOTHING <br />to deserve this treatment. <br />But he's pushed me <br />to the very edge. <br />Blade to skin <br />and nothing holding me back. <br />His insults <br />ringing in my ears. <br />Can't decide, <br />so much at stake. <br />Why, why <br />won't I just give up? <br />You've proved your point, <br />just cut, <br />I argue with no one at all. <br />You know you'll feel better. <br />But I won't. <br />Just screaming and screaming, <br />it seems like <br />that's all he can do. <br />I didn't do anything wrong <br />so he makes faults appear <br />out of thin air. <br />As if I don't hurl enough <br />all on my very own. <br />Tear, tear. <br />Nobody cares emo girl. <br />Just go die. <br /> <br />Feb.-11-10<br /><br />Heart of Ice Die Die Die<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/uh-what/
