The look on her face <br />When I start to head her way <br />The voices and laughter <br />Of me and them <br />I just wish I could <br />Just run run away <br />I so much wanna leave <br />Nothing left here <br />For me <br />If I graduate <br />I’ll stand up there <br />By myself looking like <br /> A fool <br />No one to be happy <br />For me <br />What can I do to make everything stop <br />I got no one to stand up for me <br />Besides me <br />Why do I have to suffer all by myself <br />This makes me by myself <br />There is many things I can do <br />To end it all <br />But the many things all involve <br />Harming myself <br />My decisions will only make everything worse <br />I wish everything would end <br />Even myself <br />But I am not going to allow them to win <br />Not this time <br />For once I’m going to win <br />Not them <br />They can’t break me down <br />They can’t harm me <br />Not this time <br />I’m like a skyscraper <br />I’m unreachable <br />Untouchable, no scratches or scars <br />Can reach me <br />Not unless I allow it too <br />But I am not allowing it this time <br />No not this time <br />Don’t allow them to hurt you <br />You are stronger <br />Keep your head up high <br />Not this time<br /><br />katelin offord harper<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-this-time-11/
