It does not matter what I say.. It just does not... <br /> <br />Any moment I spend with you will forever be ephemeral, fugitive, evanescent, transitory......unreal... <br /> <br />It does not matter if I say 'I hate you' 'cause I'm unable to say 'I don't love you anymore'... that would be a lie. <br /> <br />In the end, I'm not a mind reader, I can not know what's inside... every single inch of your hidden soul, of your perfect heart... <br /> <br />What do I have left other than another lesson to learn... to let it flow.. <br />and simply realize as I already have... <br />that time is a wonderful friend whereas absence is a terrible foe... and that's how you are right now... absent... <br /> <br />I need a shooting star... carrier of a message, telling me it'll be alright, you'll still be around... <br /> <br />.... <br />How can you be so blind! ? ! or... How can I be so stupid! ! ? it does not matter what I say...it just does not... does it? I think I need to wake up now... <br />....<br /><br />Lilly Solares<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/playing-an-endless-game-of-deceit/
