In a slow turning I circle <br />Viewing the personality <br />Behind the movement <br />Of years on this earth <br />Unknowing my destination <br />And who will become <br />The one who takes my heart <br />Caresses it with hers <br />Stimulating hope and fear <br />wondering about such need <br />where everything is temporary <br />And when god is the only <br />True fulfillment <br />How do I reconcile this life <br />As no one wants me <br />While I long for and struggle <br />In this union with god-woman <br />I busy myself hoping <br />Both will be revealed <br />To my heart.<br /><br />Rick Elpers<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/with-a-deep-sigh/
