When ever I go out I go out fighting <br />Screaming for chance to finally end up dying <br />I have to murder to fulfill my end of this deal <br />Death is imminent, but something that I’ll never feel. <br /> <br />This is my curse, this is my curse <br />Sign upon the bloody line I should’ve thought of first <br />This is my curse, this is my curse <br />This is my curse, this is my curse <br />Killing for a living this can’t get any worse <br />This is my curse, this is my curse <br /> <br />How can I ever love someone else <br />When murder is my life, and I can’t even love myself <br />Every night I wake up next to another dead whore <br />Someone please stop me I don’t want to murder anymore<br /><br />Justin Terrell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/one-with-darkness/
