Today at once I feel miserable <br />A pain a feeling terrible <br />Lost I am I feel <br />Nothing bright appeals <br />Surrounded with thoughts all glum <br />Externally though appear mum <br />A turbulent storm within <br />Even to write short sentences I frown <br />Careful and cautious not to appear clown <br /> <br />I want to escape from the world <br />Be one with the thin air <br />Where nothing uncanny everything fair <br />Hurt to look at people with masks on <br />Full blown there careers grown <br />Is it my folly innocent I’m born? <br />Between the guile and deceit soul torn <br />Silent my senses lay numb <br />As if intoxicated and aplomb <br /> <br />Who has courage to knock the inner fortress that surround? <br />Longing for expression, emotions and feelings lay abound. <br />Heart is filled with fear <br />Will the human race get filled and flooded? <br />Once my expressions and thoughts are unloaded <br />Why am I born with a mind so observant? <br />Without that at least I would have had peace <br />Endorsing to the world sometimes ignorance is bliss <br />Parting smart friends and hugging naives planting a kiss <br /> <br />Once stoic and resilient <br />Never people dared to comment <br />Prepared for verbal duel one or two <br />Strong as a child I grew <br />Spirit weakened in weeks <br />Mind dud thoughts speaks <br />Why did it happen? <br />Memory taps and scraps the soul <br />Weak inner fortress the soul creases and crumples. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />(The poem has the copy right of the author)<br /><br />Dr.Sandhya Tiwari<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/all-weak-the-inner-fortress-appears/
