Am I thrilled, am I Happy, am I waiting <br />am I just worried, or is it all in one feeling <br />When finally dear you said you are coming.... <br />I do want to meet you, but then all the pain <br />I had felt for you, all the longings I had for you.... <br />Where is all that gone...What has happened to me... <br /> <br />Why do I get scared to meet you, <br />Why do I feel you should'nt be coming.... <br />I love you dear, and I want you, But then...... <br />Why am I confused, with all my feelings. <br /> <br />This was the day I was waiting for, <br />This was the moment I was looking forward to, <br />When finally we shall meet, <br />But dear then why this confusion...... <br /> <br />I have been living with the thought of you, <br />I have been living with all the feelings about you, <br />I Loved the times we spent together, <br />I loved all that we did together, <br />I loved the memories, I loved every moment with you.. <br /> <br />Now, Dear I want you near me, with me, but more so <br />I want you in my memory, I want you as my dream, <br />I want you there far away, and want to be longing for you.. <br />I want to feel the pain without you, I want to be waiting for you.. <br />The Pain of Longing and Waiting is the most beautiful <br />part of love...............and I shall always be waiting.......<br /><br />suja nair<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-and-me-212/
