Is it wrong for me to still be afraid? <br />The fear takes over, it controls me. <br />The pain reminds me of that day. <br />A constant reminder, <br />It never ends. <br /> <br />Is it wrong that these scars still hurt? <br />Both physical and emotional, <br />Both on show for the world to see. <br />The pain keeping me up each night, <br />Making me cry for hours. <br /> <br />The flashbacks haunt me, <br />They're there everywhere. <br />The rain. <br />The blood. <br />The fear. <br />The pain. <br /> <br />Will this ever end? <br />I just want to go back, <br />Back to before all this. <br />No fear and no pain. <br />Will that day ever come?<br /><br />Normal Girl Normal World<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/is-it-wrong-21/