I have loved and found loving kind <br />Until I found myself waiting <br />And the waiting never seemed to end <br />The love I felt grew on my soul <br />Weighted me to this earth <br />Till I could not stomach it anymore <br />And looked to cut myself free <br />It hurt like I had never been told <br />How could I expect to find this <br />I never knew the pain of love <br />Until I first fell into it <br />Now I just want to forget everything <br />But there is blood on my heart <br />Of a dying love how do wash it free <br />I had love and enjoyed loves company <br />Till it treated me so unkind <br />Do I still believe that love is real <br />Do I believe that its out there for me <br />I have no answer while I look down <br />At the blood on my heart<br /><br />Matthew Holloway<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/blood-on-my-heart/
