They say when one dies <br />Another comes <br />Its all about the timing <br />Well I tried to end my time <br />I tried to get another life to come <br />Patience is not a fan of mine <br />Nor am I a fan of patience <br />I suppose it was not my time <br />For I am still alive and strong <br />Why? <br />Only him above knows why <br />The moment of weakness <br />Is the moment the baby should of came <br />Instead I am here writing this poem <br />If it was not my time <br />When is my time <br />When shall that mother give labor <br />To a newborn that takes my place on Earth <br /> <br /> <br />Now that I have lived through this experience <br />I have to share <br />Share what I have learned <br />Running awau is going to get you no where <br />Why? <br />Again only him above knows why <br />If you run <br />What are you doing? <br />Or where are you going? <br />Your making the problem bigger than it really is <br />Making your end soon is not a solution <br />It may seem like it <br />However it is just a problem <br />A problem of life <br />We have to show we are strong <br />Stronger than death <br />Instead of hoping that baby is near <br />We should hope <br />The baby has not even been made yet <br />Life is too short <br />It may seem long <br />And even painful <br />But all we got to do <br />Is hold out our hand <br />And ask for help <br />Life is a precious gift <br />With all the special moments <br />Or even the hell <br />We need to stay strong <br />I know its hard <br />Believe me- I do <br />I had no one <br />But I know I do not want to die <br />Im not sorry for what I did <br />I do not regret it <br />However I wont do it again <br />This was a wake up call <br />Before the final goodbye <br />So now I relaize the baby will not come <br />And I will not go <br />Am I okay with that? <br />We shall see <br />But for now yes I am okay.<br /><br />Makayla Straight<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-nearly-suicide/
