Just barely breathing. <br />Where am I? <br />How did I get here? <br />Gone astray. <br />Becoming one of the lords dismayed. <br />No more faith. <br />Just a bitter taste left with the lust of revenge. <br />I don't think I can be fixed. <br />I've been broken <br />And my soul will never be re-awoken. <br />No sense of remorse. <br />That twist in your stomach just no longer affects me. <br />Sorrow is a waste of my time. <br />Call it collateral damage if you will. <br />But I'm still empty. <br />Voided out as part of the past. <br />But I'm still here. <br /> <br />Just barely breathing. <br />Where am I? <br />How did I get here? <br />Like a zombie is my body the only part of me still moving. <br />Morbidly angry, <br />Hate with the sweetest embrace. <br />This is the place I call home. <br />Walking a shadow of a past life all alone. <br />Screams ring out but no one is ever listening. <br />Ever listening <br />Everybody is just so distant. <br />So distant. <br />A wolf must lead his pack. <br />But what happens when he's abandon for the better. <br />The stronger. <br />The faster. <br />It's only in humanity that we shelter the weak. <br /> <br />Just barely breathing. <br />Where am I? <br />How did I get here? <br />Do these questions bring out your fear? <br />Does it scare you when I'm near? <br />I'm not so different then you. <br />Just flesh blood. <br />My pain has just disappeared. <br />Oh how I miss it. <br />Like being stabbed in the heart I wish for it. <br />I wish for it. <br />Every single day <br />And still I stand in silence in the shadows. <br />Where I won't be noticed or missed. <br />I'm waiting for deaths deadly but inviting kiss. <br /> <br />Just barely breathing. <br />Where am I? <br />How did I get here? <br /> <br />Just barely breathing. <br />Oh where, <br />Oh where am I? <br />How in the hell did I get here? <br />Like I will ever really know. <br />This life just goes, goes, and goes on.<br /><br />Ace Of Black Hearts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/barely-breathing-revised/