I hide behind this wall of lies <br />So no one can see how I really feel inside <br />For what I feel consists of pain and death <br />All of that inside my head <br />Everynight they swirl around <br />Which way should I choose to end it now <br />As I drag myself towards the kitchen <br />I see the knife glistening in the distance <br />Not much further now and I'll be with you <br />As I pull the blade across my neck, god im such a fool.... <br />But as I see the light <br />I know I was right <br />To do this and not listen to you<br /><br />emily Sorrow<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wall-of-lies/