Tears flow down my cheek <br />im sitting in the bathroom <br />feeling worthless and week <br />dig my nails into my skin and then rub... <br />anger filling my lungs and i begin to think... <br />why does it feel like no one cares <br />all i want to do right now is sink <br />sink into the ground, its only fair <br />all the young ones who deserve too live, had too go <br />and leave the world all alone <br />in this world that has no love <br />where everything is going wrong <br />nothing has a correct tone <br />there is no difference <br />between whats true and whats lies <br />you dont know wich is wich anymore <br />young peoples lives pass by fast and flying <br />and all i do is slam the door <br />get away from my problems <br />just for a second at least <br />i just wish i could solve them all <br />kill whats causing this beast <br />so i fill the tub with water <br />close my eyes and lower my head <br />memories flash before my eyes <br />and i hear laughter <br />i open my eyes and relize i dont have to be dead <br />I was happy once, wasnt i? what hapened? <br />its all gone, none of it left <br />im either mad or sad all the time, is there an end <br />an end to it? <br />i lower my head again <br />and ask 'Does anybody love me? ' <br />i close my eyes, and wait till im dead <br />no more pain, <br />no more sadness, <br />no more tears, <br />but no more smiles either, <br />no more friends, <br />no more anything.. <br />what was i thinking?<br /><br />Nissa Armstrong<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/does-anybody-love-me/
