It seems as all the good things <br />now turn into pain <br />I'm slowly fading away <br />and this depression is what I retain <br />laughter has vanished <br />tears have increased <br />I cant escape this hateful world <br />I'm chained down on this leash <br />I'm begging to get out <br />and screaming in the air <br />'please someone release me <br />I can no longer live in this nightmare' <br />please forgive me <br />for what I have done <br />is it because my old life was good <br />were did all this pain come from? <br />Ive held this in for so long <br />and it seems I cant forget <br />all the times Ive been hurt <br />and all the times I released my crimson regret <br />I feel this stress getting stronger <br />as its making me weak <br />its like a drug that burns my soul <br />and its slowly disapearing me <br />and people watch me vanish <br />and watch my soul and heart fade <br />I guess I lived to happy <br />will others prices be paid <br />every time Id laugh <br />someone else is crying <br />and everytime Im living <br />someone else is dying <br />Im guilty like the rest <br />and thats why Im so torn in half <br />so watch me as I die <br />as I watch you as you laugh... <br />I now an paying the price <br />and it wont be paid till Im dead <br />I started everything clear in this letter <br />thats all that will be said...........<br /><br />Emily Wimetal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-you-laugh-someones-crying/
