I have been invited to dispose myself <br />by a song that took my soul from where it dwelt <br />i pondered my whole being <br />i am reflecting of what i am becoming <br />i saw myself constantly wander <br />i sometimes become a good pretender <br /> <br />God has been there with me <br />he has let me feel it though i neglect to see <br />even though i'd rather choose my selfishness <br />He waits until i come to realize my foolishness <br />shame has confronted my heart <br />but the truth, in God's love i can never depart <br /> <br />the song who am I has given me a mark <br />in whatever way i can see it in my heart <br />my reflecting spirit proves my attitude <br />poor soul of mine often come to emotional mode <br />over and over again I see my sinfulness <br /> but until now I cannot boast that I lost my loneliness <br /> <br />Many people had come across my life <br />unworthy as I am but they asked me to give some light <br />failure to manipulate myself, I've loosened my feeling <br />I cannot deny this way I found myself sinning <br />at first i am enthusiastic to bring them on high <br />but in some end i found myself to make alibi <br /> <br />I am who I know moves in me <br />but many times the world speaks of contrary reality <br />I couldn't escape what others could also speak of <br />what matters is I do not stop to walk <br />I might have changed the way I am appearin' <br />deep within me something would always remain. <br /> <br />1 October 2011. Putiao, Pilar Sorsogon.Retreat<br /><br />FRAGMENTS AND PIECES<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/who-am-i-347/
