Changing places. <br />Erasing the existence of certain faces. <br />Anxieties high. <br />Rain drops falling from the sky. <br />Pondering a wonderful dream so it seems. <br />In the lateness of night their are many things I'm trying to achieve. <br />Facing a brick wall and knowing you will get through it all. <br />A voice of confidence saying you will make it. <br />To survive in a dream, one must realize it is all in your control. <br />Only financially limited as one has always been. <br />Somethings will never change. <br />In debt one must sigh with regret. <br />Moving to the world a little more quaint. <br />Seeing images of all the saints. <br />Lined up in a row all depicting their own inner conflict. <br />The suffering of those are presumed so great. <br />The lights dim and then you faint. <br />Waking up to the shattering a glass. <br />That use be my home says the man holding dearly onto his crutches. <br />How could they ever do that to me. <br />The totally unexpected. <br />In the mind the sights make it through but are still rejected. <br />It can't not be for I have not willed it as part of my destiny. <br />The perfect rose petals start turning brown and wither away. <br />In time so many things will be forgotten about this day. <br />Even in greatest of hopes one must still pray. <br />Holding on to such strong beliefs. <br />Believing the wishing well will never fade. <br />Throwing coins in to bring about change. <br />But what happens when you run out, <br />or lose count. <br />Let us not fester this doubt. <br />Encouragement from deep within. <br />To overcome, without a single surrender or sacrifice. <br />To say this is my life, I shall live whatever the price.<br /><br />Ace Of Black Hearts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-dream-of-festering-doubt/
