I saw him again, <br />The sweating of my hands, <br />The stuttering of my tongue, <br />And the feeling was still there. <br /> <br />He didn't change much. <br />He still had that effect on me. <br />I was happy when I saw him again <br />But I hate what I feel. <br /> <br />I hate those eyes that stare on me. <br />And I hate to hear his voice. <br />I hate the way he talks to me, <br />Coz I wish that time could freeze. <br /> <br />He was back on my world, <br />And he still had a space on it. <br />I was still trapped in the memories, <br />And I hate what I feel. <br /> <br />I hate the way I care for him, <br />And I hate him coz he didn't mind. <br />I hate when his laughter fill the air, <br />Coz I wish that I could laugh with him. <br /> <br />I hate to smell his old perfume, <br />Coz it irritates my nose. <br />And I'll miss it when he leaves again, <br />And I hate to feel this way. <br /> <br />I hate him coz he showed up again, <br />And I can't help to fall again. <br />I hate coz he was so numb, <br />And he didn't feel the same. <br /> <br />The last thing that I hate about him, <br />He made me fall and love him, <br />And he didn't care to catch me, <br />And he didn't know it hurts.<br /><br />Wounded Soul<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-what-i-feel/
