I want to die alone, <br />No one beside me, <br />No one to tell me how good a man i am, <br />No one to bring a smile, <br />No one to hold my hands, <br />Lonely as I came, I wish to lie, <br />As the moment comes to pass; <br />The moment I die. <br /> <br />I do not want to die happy, <br />Let me die for want of ridding this world, <br />Let me die of wanting to say good bye, <br />Let me die in anger, misery and pain, <br />Let me die wishing to never see this world again, <br />Let me not die happy. <br />Cause I love this world, <br />Let me die as such. <br />Cause parting in happiness would be pain too much.<br /><br />Carlton Briganza<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-me-not-die-happy/