Deep inside my inner self, <br />You make me believe I'm a fat ugly person, <br />And once you say you're better than me, <br />I actually believe it. <br /> <br />You laugh and whisper in your friends ear, <br />You point at me, <br />And when the day is over, <br />I cut myself because of what's happening. <br /> <br />I cry myself to sleep at night, <br />Everyday and I wear a mask, <br />When I arrive at school, <br />And I keep quiet because no one needs to know. <br /> <br />As time goes by, <br />And your words keep hurting me, <br />I hang myself in my room, <br />With the rope on the fan on the ceiling. <br /> <br />I cried one last time, <br />Put the rope around my neck, <br />Moved the ladder, <br />And choked to death. <br /> <br />I wanted the pain to go away, <br />I couldn't sit on my bed every day, <br />And kept on pretending, <br />I had to let go. <br /> <br />And the only way I could let go, <br />Was to commit suicide, <br />And leave to heaven, <br />Where I'm loved.<br /><br />Alicia Meyers<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/commiting-suicide-2/
