My limbs turned against me <br />Gave witness of my evil deeds <br />The heart and mind rebelled <br />The tongue lashed me out <br />The eyes went out of my control <br />Though I did my things, covertly, along with them <br />As they were very close to me <br />And the most trusted friends of mine, <br />They did get the pleasure in full, <br />But one by one they left me in the lurch <br />Now my soul stood alone.<br /><br />Abdul Wahab<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-state-of-my-soul/