Memories plague me <br />They remind me of you <br />And what you ment to me <br />Before you didn't come through <br />Because of you i suffer sleepless nights <br />And dream of What If's and How Comes <br />How those dreams do burn <br />Walking on broken glass is way more fun. <br />I can't stand you <br />I can's stand me <br />I can't stand what we used to be <br />When what we had lied broken and screaming for help <br />We turned around and left <br />We ingored the elephant in the room <br />Untill it was to late and it squashed us <br />You knew i was broken <br />You promised it didn't matter <br />Now my heart is reshattered <br />How the elephant screamed to be let out <br />But we just put wax in our ears <br />To help block it out <br />Why didn't we try to fix what was broken? <br />But i guess it doesn't matter <br />Because close doesn't count <br />Now all that is left is the sleepless nights <br />That poison me into thinking of you. <br />I can't sleep for fear that you will be my dream <br />I can't be in public for fear of letting the scars show <br />So i will spend my nights sleepless <br />And alone.<br /><br />Kelsi Brockway<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sleepless-nights-43/
