Dear Itama, <br />I don't know how to start this. I want to hate you for leaving me living. <br />This is the feeling I am having at the same time thanks I'm giving <br />To you for the months you carry me pain you had to indoor <br />For the nine months and those few days more <br />You still left in this place to fend for myself <br />Yea my dad was there but whom else <br />My stepmom tried but something was missing from my heart <br />No love, no care, every relationship end straight from the start <br />My whole life I search to fill your void in my life <br />Nothing I did never ever turned out right <br />Mama it been years since you left and went to a better place <br />It's so hard for me to remember who you were or even imagine your face <br />That hurt me a lot I have no pictures or memories of us together <br />I am like a bird wanting to fly but I never even had a feather <br />I understand why people tell me you didn't have a choice <br />But remember after I turned six I could never hear your voice <br />You couldn't dry my tears; you couldn't calm my fears <br />They couldn't understand they didn't have my bad years <br />As the years went by I learned to deal with it and got some things done <br />As I got older I learned that pain is a part of life and it come <br />I am big man now I have two daughters; no I didn't have a son <br />I had a wife it didn't work O well after 20 yrs it's done <br />It wasn't her fault because of some of the things I chose <br />I was looking to find Itama instead of take care of my rose <br />She is gone now and all was well and done <br />I learned not to cry over spilled milk <br />Thanks you Mama <br />I love you <br />Itama's last son<br /><br />LoKis White<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/itama-s-last-son/
