I hate love <br />I want to die now <br />I have no aspirations <br />I am alone forever <br />I envy everyone <br />I am fed up with life <br />I have no ability <br />I am godless <br />I am not certain god cares <br />I know no one else does <br />I do not belong here <br />I am replaceable <br />I want to vanish <br />To the cold oblivion <br />Where nothing <br />But my future <br />Eternity <br />Of emptiness <br />Awaits<br /><br />Rick Elpers<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-love-8/