A thousand words wont bring you back <br />I know because i've tried <br />a million tears cant bring you back <br />I know because i've cried <br />i have no idea where you are, <br />i know because ive asked <br />the devil ran away at the thought of your name <br />so did this forsaken task <br />a billion dollars cant tell me i love you, <br />or how you make me feel <br />neither can the million tears threatening to spill, <br />nobody can tell me to get over you <br />my love is valid, insanely true <br />the tears i cry for you and me <br />are not open for the world to see <br />in sanctem may i cry for you <br />in private my grief is finely due <br />i ask the questions, why you, not him <br />for you had me attached to every whim <br />every word, every action, you may have done <br />you will always be the winner, my soul you have won <br />a prize i wished you kept forever <br />this occurence is a knife waiting to sever <br />the tears and heart, from blood will spill <br />upon my blank canvas, which no one can fill <br />empty and blank, white and plain <br />i cant help but wonder, am i in vain? <br />strung to you <br />like a foot to a shoe <br />what is one without the other? <br />what is me without you? <br />the tears are an undying puddle <br />my mind is raging, but actions remain suttle <br />tears fall down pouring down, <br />i wander if from my tears i might drown, <br />that thought seems simple, rather easy <br />if only i was, just as sneeky <br />no one will miss me, i know this for a fact <br />i can see you in heaven, that once more my heart will be intact. <br />i cant see you, you can see me <br />lord help me and you, get together again <br />in your name amen<br /><br />Kayla Kowalik<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/empty-180/
