Looking down my memory lane, <br />I hush my tears that do not wane. <br />Loving you seems a bane, <br />My life without you has become just so lame. <br />My thoughts and self am unable to tame, <br />For those moments of glory and fame, <br />Turned our relationship into a game. <br />I'm still a part of that lifeless past, <br />Which on my life, a gloomy spell has cast. <br />Deep in my heart's caverns I find, <br />Your evil angelic face etched in flesh and soul. <br />My heart is completely in a grind, <br />And has a never filling hole, <br />As my happiness and my all you have stole. <br />Now I regret seeing you, <br />Of taking you into my heart, <br />I'm yet to see someone new <br />As I know not how from your memories to depart.<br /><br />veena srinivas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/looking-back-hurts/