i guess <br />you must start with a premise <br />that you <br />are not good <br /> <br />or to a certain extent <br />evil <br /> <br />do not worry <br />there is nothing to be afraid <br />it is just a <br />beginning <br /> <br />then you move onward <br />to the only <br />possibility that you have no <br />choice <br />but only to become <br />good <br /> <br />or if you have the <br />guts <br />become one of those <br />gods <br /> <br />or demi-god <br />or you can turn back into <br />a certain falling <br /> <br />it is pride <br />that pulls you back <br />into <br />that heinous form <br /> <br />rotten gnat <br />fallen leaf <br />mud, humus of the earth.... <br /> <br />i guess it is just <br />a matter of belief <br />or how you look at it <br />how you feel <br /> <br />for you to become...<br /><br />RIC S. BASTASA<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/notes-for-rowena/