Why won't drama end? <br />When can my life begin! ? <br />I went from poverty to divorce to drama! ! <br /> Whenever I find peace! Whenever happiness gives me a lift! <br /> Drama pulls me down! Or pushes me off a cliff! <br />I can't take much more of such drama. <br /> I need help! I need to be held! ! I need my Mamma! ! <br />I need something that heals my heart! <br /> But when I found one, things tried tearing us apart! <br />I want to be happy! I want to be loved! <br />I just want these tears to go away! <br /> I just don't want me or others to pay! ! <br />I wish things could go my way! ! ! <br />............(later on) ...... <br /> I am still sad.... I'm still a mess. <br />But I feel something in my chest.... <br />Something warm. Sweet and kind.... <br />Something lost.... Some life similar to mine... <br /> I met him and cheered him up. <br />And in doing so I was healing. <br /> We slowly healed each other, but my scars began to burn. <br /> And my stomach began to churn. <br />My life's direction was about to turn. <br />Now to this day I'm happy. But a scar and a voice tell me... <br />That none of it is real..... <br />But screw it all! I care no more! ! <br /> Let me choose my own path! Go through my own door! <br />If it ends bad then let me learn! <br />But let me be happy! Let me love it while it lasts! ! !<br /><br />Katerina Richmond<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-will-it-end-11/
